limbo...

neither here nor there
or anywhere for that matter...

a state of uncertainty?
indecision?
to be or not to be?
happy or miserable?

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havn't been blogging in a week now. nothing much, just been busy at work and hanging out with precious frens. i cannot stop being thankful for passing bvc. especially after i saw how i nearly nearly did not pass one of my subjects. amazed at how far i've gotten and how much i've changed in some ways. discovered as well that the subjects i thought i was good in were actually the subjects i was weak in... and that for the subjects that i feared the most, i actually did really well in them! wow.

anyways, back to my week since results were released...

wednesday, hung out with frens at metrocentre. did a lil' shopping but mostly window shopping. BUT i did get a dress... *winks*
caught War of The Worlds there at metrocentre too. omg. for the first time in like ages, i was actually sitting on the 2nd row from the front!!! neck pain...

thurs and fri was spent at work with the elderly and the young. THURS! the london bombings. my goodness. was at work when at noon i got this sms...

Hey Winter are you ok Just saw the news

*lol* silly spring... i didn't have a clue what she was talking about. had to call her and that was how i found out about the bombings in london. silliness. and i nearly didn't get to go home. the metro between gateshead stadium and monument were closed, and the trains were running and stopping for 10 mins at all other stations. but lucky me... got on the metro, waited about 5 mins and then they announced that the security was being lowered so the trains would be running as usual, albeit a lil' delayed.

saturday had a lil' trip to the coast. had a lovely long walk along the beach barefooted. *sigh* i love the beach... the feel of the soft white sand between the toes, the caress of the wind which leaves a salty touch to ur face, the rush u get when u step into the icy cold water... the vastness of the ocean itself. makes me feel so small and insignificant. there's something about the beach which just leaves me feeling both relaxed and exhausted. oh, and also really really hungry! *lol*

a lil' me and u time every now and then isn't bad is it? feels bad sometimes... like neglecting the frens who needs us the most. but i love the me and u time. it's really really fun.

sunday, hung out with frens...

but i don't want to be mendoksey. seriously... am i a lil' mendoksey???

mon and tues, been at work again.

today, been busy getting my preparations done for the arrival of my parents tomoro. settled some stuff, bought groceries, hung out with frens, had pizza buffet (AT LAST!!!), clean room and house, do the laundry... make tiramisu.

speaking of which... i havnt quite completed the last two... so, i shall be off!

going down on the 1008 train to manchester. hanging around the city for about 4hours before heading to the airport to pick my parents up and then returning to newcastle on the 1942 train. hmm.. mixed feelings....