Thursday, December 30, 2004

...leave me alone...

what ever happened to privacy?
why is my life suddenly the hot topic of the day?
what is so interesting about what's happening in my life?
why is it that everything i do gets reported?
why are you spying on me?
who on earth is it that is adding more coal to a raging fire?
what have i done to you?
how dare you?!!

i feel like a goldfish in a glass bowl.
i'm swimming around for all to see.
i feel like a bird in a cage.
i long to be free but can never be free.
i feel like a monkey.
free to roam but forever chained in a spot.
i feel like i'm in a zoo.
i have my space but i'm on display.

this is my declaration.
listen up and listen carefully.
from hereonwards i don't care.
i won't care, i won't be bothered
say whatever you want to say.
i shall be whatever you say.
a slut, a b*tch... whatever.
i don't give a F**K.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

I like your "poetry", I really do.
Filled with anger, sadness too.
When the ground turns white, wishes come true.
Everyone will smile, you will too.

Anonymous said...

you knw when u right click and the page won't allow u to copy? well, it's pointless. if you really wanna keep ur protected materials, lock your pseucode (this is wrong spelling) or sourcecode up. i like the song, wat;s da tittle? hmm, getting a blog of my own??? mayb

dunno wat u've been succumbed to with that provocative words...pick urself up, we've got other tsunami to worry about :-)

Anonymous said...

da post above, ya it's from da'nightcrawler@goik

Anonymous said...

nvm, i've figured out wat the song was....from your sourcecode. hehehee :) how ironic this song is if it relates to your ranting. kekekee cheer up babe...

src="http://www.angelfire.com/poetry/ethereal_winter/music/nevergonnaleaveyourside.mp3" autostart="true" hidden="true" loop="true">

~ w i n t e r ~ said...

to the first comment (weather report) ---> thanks!

to nightcrawler ---> O.o how on earth... teach me!!!

suelynn said...

hmm.. chins up dylis. dnt entertain the stuff u hear. do watever u want as long as ur happy and have peace in ur heart. hey, life's too short to not do anything rite ;)
neways, i'd like to link u to my blog. alrite wit u?
and have a BLESSED year ahead dearie..
c ya

YU JIAN said...

People who pry into another's life are lifeless,
People who live on another's misery act like this,
Gossiping, whispering, plotting and blowing hot air,
To see another fall coz its lonely down there,

Sometimes all you wanna do is juz lash out,
Scream and burst till your head blacks out,
Break the chains that's been boundin' you down,
And crash the glass ceiling if you only knew how,

How good it feels to spit at the faces,
Of bastards you hate till their tastebuds get tasteless,
Stomp their heads in and shout till you can't scream,
See them drown in their bloods till you wake from the next dream,

I feel your anger I feel your pain,
Feel your mental slowly going insane,
To all the bastards Dilys addressed in her blog,
Die a slow death, may your soul eternally ROT !!

~ w i n t e r ~ said...

cheryl ---> thanks... :) sure, go ahead and link. i've set up a link to ur blog too. if u want me to change the name... lemme know kays?

evil jian ---> cool poem... describes what i feel exactly.. except that i never thought about doing what u described in the 3rd stanza... all i want to do is scream and shout, rave and rant. :p