YU JIAN said...
People who pry into another's life are lifeless,
People who live on another's misery act like this,
Gossiping, whispering, plotting and blowing hot air,
To see another fall coz its lonely down there,
Sometimes all you wanna do is juz lash out,
Scream and burst till your head blacks out,
Break the chains that's been boundin' you down,
And crash the glass ceiling if you only knew how,
How good it feels to spit at the faces,
Of bastards you hate till their tastebuds get tasteless,
Stomp their heads in and shout till you can't scream,
See them drown in their bloods till you wake from the next dream,
I feel your anger I feel your pain,
Feel your mental slowly going insane,
To all the bastards Dilys addressed in her blog,
Die a slow death, may your soul eternally ROT !!
---> i just had to reproduce evil jian's work....
---> thanks to all who have been trying to cheer me up. you guys are the best. :) let's hope this coming new year will be better... :) *huggs*
Friday, December 31, 2004
Thursday, December 30, 2004
...leave me alone...
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
winter sales and earthquake?
omg, the amount of people out there was... omg... it was scary! everyone, literally everybody, had at least a bag in their hands. the amount of spending... whoa... those shops must be raking in thousands! the flow of human bodies out there... omg, it is... it is... indescribable. u have to see it and u'll understand. queues for fitting rooms and to the cashier loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong! some shops just closed their fitting rooms. yeah, so people had to buy clothing without knowing if it fits or if it looks nice on them. but the best thing about it is, u get to refund or exchange it after the 28th. up to a month.
though i went out today, i didn't buy anything. wasn't in the mood. take one look at the crowd and the queues and i give up. that's why i've decided not to go anywhere until the 29th. it's bank holiday these 2 days, 27th and 28th. that's why there's so many people out. 29th should be better. i hope. i really wanna find my boots... and my lil' black handbag for dining. and mebbe some jeans or slacks or skirt or dress or *hehehe* clothing lah! if i see something i like that is... if i see something i really like and i would wear it... if it's cheap and worth it... see? i'm not a big spender... :p
anyways, what kinda person am i? i'm talking about sales and shopping when something major has happened back home... :( so, on a more serious note...
earthquake in malaysia?! that's a first... i didn't believe it at all. my sis msn-ed me while i was away and all she said was "earthquake earthquake earthquake :)" and the first thought that ran thru my mind was "oh, swensens ice cream - earthquake". and then i started seeing my frens' nicks on msn... and then i checked out the star. and then only did i realised what was happening. omg. as of now, the death toll has risen up to 53 with 34 reported missing (click here) and it's all becos of the tidal waves! good grief... my dad was telling me about some people who were hanging around the seaside waiting for the waves to come and when the waves did come, they would all run for their lives laughing. *swt* what is wrong with these people?!
Sunday, December 26, 2004
A Christmas Wedding
...we fought together...
...just before the wedding...
...but...
...married at last...
...platinumx and winter moonlight...
...together at last...
(*heehee* now can summon u)
...with my twin sis, autumn moonlight...
...thanks for coming sis...
(and reon)
...me and summer sunshine...
...us with neko neko...
...holding hands, never let go...
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Christmas Notice
Christmas has been cancelled this year and its all your fault. Someone told Santa that you have been GOOD all year, and...
HE DIED LAUGHING!
Wishing ALL,
A Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
~ blessed christmas ~
THAT NIGHT
bright coloured lights
all glowing tonight
over god's people
there's a shout of delight
faces all glowing
with sweet little smiles
as god's people remember
what happened that night
that night
a long time ago
christ came into this world
born in a manger
on bethlehem's plain
that night
christ came into this world
and i'll always remember
that night
have a blessed christmas
may all, all your days be filled with the joy
of knowing that lord is with you
now and forever
have a blessed christmas
and thank, thank the lord for he was born that day
born into this world
to save us from our sins
Thursday, December 23, 2004
- my angel -
never failing to give me
dreams so sweet, peaceful and happy
really watching over me
every day and every night
while i find my way
leading me and guiding me
illuminating my path
my guardian angel
keeps me safe from all
harm that might befall
each and every day
no matter what happens
guards and takes care of me
may my guardian angel stay
eternally with me
never go away
guardian angel...
trust urself. trust us. trust me.
believe in urself. believe in us. believe in me.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
The Great TangYuen Fiasco
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... heyy, what's steven doing?! ...
... ignore the mess ...
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... concentrate on that bowl over there ...
... and finally, the finished product ...
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... tang yuen with black sesame fillings ...
omg omg omg ...
shocking news.
my high school classmate is getting engaged and will be marrying next year~!!!
first a friend gets married and now this? we only left high school in 1999 and now my friends are getting married?!
i feel so old... :(
anyways, for those who wanna know who she is... well, msg me!!! hahaha...
Sunday, December 19, 2004
I'm in the SEASONS Blog
Hello. I'm finally in the SEASONS Blog which is called...what is it called? Oh, yeah, Seasons! and a weatherman named Platinumx. This would be a wonderful, new beginning for the year 2005 and what come first? SPRING! Hahaha...
Friday, December 17, 2004
thank you for being you
Ill never break your heart or make you cry,
Longing for you always and forever,
Only you can make me feel this way,
Very very hard to live without you,
Everytime everyhour everyminuite i miss you,
Your smile and laughther just mesmerizes me,
Over and over again ill say i love you,
Undying love is what i have for you,
Do what i must to make you smile always,
Ive promise i would never leave you,
Loving you each and single day everyday,
You will always be my one and only,
Somehow you make me a better man,
Till the day i die ill never stop loving you,
An angel sent from heaven thats what you are,
Never have anyone made me feel so loved,
You make me feel strong and weak at the same time,
Every night ill think of you before i sleep,
Even my heart wont deny my love for you,
You are the sun and shining star the light of my life,
Everlasting love i want to give to you,
Help me for i have fallen in love with you!
Thursday, December 16, 2004
men can never win!
i came across these few jokes i feel like sharing with you guys! enjoy...
Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want-and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not."
FEMALE 1, MALE 0
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Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever.' "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, "Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last.'"
FEMALE 2, MALE 0
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Husband (a doctor) and his wife are having a fight at the breakfast table. Husband gets up in a rage and says, "And you are no good in bed either," and storms out of the house. After sometime he realizes he was nasty and decides to make amends and rings her up. She comes to the phone after many rings, and the irritated husband says, "what took you so long to answer the phone?" She says, "I was in bed." "In bed this early, doing what?" "Getting a second opinion!"
FEMALE 3, MALE 0
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A man has six children and is very proud of his achievement. He is so proud of himself, that he starts calling his wife," Mother of Six" in spite of her objections. One night, they go to a party. The man decides that it's time to go home and wants to find out if his wife is ready to leave as well. He shouts at the top of his voice, "Shall we go home 'Mother of Six?" His wife, irritated by her husband's lack of discretion shouts right back, "Anytime you're ready, Father of Four."
FEMALE 4, MALE 0
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lesson learned guys? "dont open ur big mouth!" unless ur asking for it!
Monday, December 13, 2004
孤单北半球
用你的早安陪我吃晚餐
记得把想念存进扑满
我，望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢
别怕我们在地球的两端
看你的问候骑着魔毯
飞，用光速飞到我面前
你让我看到北极星有十字星作伴
少了你的手臂当枕头我还不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等 等你有一天靠岸
少了你的怀抱当暖炉我还不习惯
E给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界在大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒 我的梦通通给你保管
lyrics of Love Contract's OST.
my song of the day.
to those who can't read mandarin, i'm working on the english translation. gimme some time. this is tough! :op
Sunday, December 12, 2004
ON my wedding day, the bridal car stopped in front of a one-room flat and I carried my wife into our new home. She was plump and shy; I was strong and happy.
In the decade that followed, we had a kid, I went into business and she remained a civil servant. Our marriage looked happy, but as our assets steadily increased, the affection between us ebbed. Then Dew came into my life.
As I stood on the balcony of the apartment I’d bought for her, Dew hugged me and said: “You’re the kind of man who draws a girl’s eyes." Her words brought to mind what my wife had said when we were newly-weds: “Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls."
I knew I had betrayed her, but I couldn’t help myself. I left after telling Dew I had something to attend to. Suddenly, divorce, which had seemed impossible before, became a clear option.
The problem was telling my wife about it. I knew she would be deeply hurt because she had been a good spouse and mother.
Once, I had raised the subject in a joking manner: “Suppose we were to divorce ... What would you do?”
She stared silently at me; the notion seemed too far-fetched to even consider.
Days later, when she dropped by the office, all my employees gave her sympathetic glances. She smiled gently as she spoke to them, but I could see the pain in her eyes.
Before long, Dew broached the subject again. “Divorce her, okay? Then we can live together.”
That night, after my wife had served the last dish, I grabbed her hand. “I’ve got something to tell you.” She sat down and started eating. Again, I her noticed her sad eyes. “I want a divorce.”
“Why?” she asked softly.
“I’m serious,” I said, avoiding the question.
She threw down her chopsticks and shouted, “You’re not a man!”
That night, we didn’t speak to each other. She wept and waited for my answers. Engulfed by guilt, I drafted an agreement which stated that she could have our house and car, and a 30% stake in my company.
She glanced at the paper, then tore it to pieces. I felt a stab of pain at the thought that this woman who had lived 10 years with me would soon become a stranger.
The next morning, my wife showed me an agreement she’d drafted: she didn’t want anything from me, but I had to wait a month before filing the papers. During that time we should continue as before. Her reason was simple: Our son’s summer vacation would end in a month.
As she passed me the draft, she asked: “Do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on our wedding day?”
I nodded as memories flooded back.
“From now till the end of the month, can you please carry me from the bedroom to the front door every morning?”
I agreed. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end things in a romantic manner. When I told Dew about her request, she laughed and thought it absurd.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since I asked to divorce. So, when I carried her out on the first day, we both felt clumsy. Our son clapped behind us: “Daddy is holding mummy in his arms.”
As I walked the 10m from bed to door, she closed her eyes and whispered: “Let’s start from today. Don’t tell him.”
On the second day, she leaned on my chest. We were so close I could smell the fragrance on her blouse and see the fine wrinkles on her face. I realised that I hadnot really looked at her for a long time.
On the third day, she cautioned that there was some work going on in the garden outside. On the fourth, when I lifted her up, I felt a certain intimacy – as though I was holding my sweetheart. I did not tell Dew about this.
On the fifth and sixth days, my wife reminded me where she’d kept the ironed shirts, and that I should take care while cooking. She was looking through her dresses as I waited to carry her out. She tried on a few, then sighed. “All my dresses have grown bigger.”
Suddenly, it struck me that I could lift her more easily now because she had shrunk, not because I’d grown stronger from the daily exercise. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. As I reached to touch her head, our son walked in and said, “Dad, it’s time to carry mum out.” She hugged him tightly when he came close and I turned away, for fear I would change my mind.
On the last day, as I held her in my arms, I could hardly move a step. My wife said, “I had hoped you would hold me in your arms until we were old.”
After I’d left her at the door, I drove straight to the apartment and ran up the stairs. As Dew opened the door, I blurted out: “Sorry, Dew, I won’t divorce her.” She made to check my forehead, but I brushed her hand away.
“Our married life was boring because my wife and I didn’t value the little things in life, not because we don’t love each other any more. Now I understand: As I carried her into our home, I have to hold her until I am old.”
Dew slapped me hard, burst into tears, and slammed the door in my face.
On the way back to the office, I stopped by the florist’s. When the salesgirl asked my message for the bouquet, I smiled and wrote: “I’ll carry you out every morning till we are old."
gods gift
god gave me 2 legs to walk,
2 hands to hold,
2 ears to hear,
2 eyes to see,
but why did he give me only 1 heart?
because he gave the other to someone for me to find!
-no car no service-
"i'm sorry, we cannot serve you becos this is a drive-thru and you don't have a car."
haha. that's what my hongkie neighbour was told last night.
he walked to the drive-thru McD's which is about 5 minutes away from our houses and the main counter was closed. so he walked up to the drive-thru counter and made his order.
and the waiter said "i'm sorry, we cannot serve you becos this is a drive-thru and you don't have a car.
hahahahaha. my poor neighbour was starving and it was freezing last night! poor guy had to walk back without anything to eat. don't know if he got anything to munch on when he got home.
but, he did say "next time i'm going to go there on my bicycle." hahahahahahahaha.
