:: s e a s o n s ::

I want to cry.
But I can't.
I don't know why.
But I know I want to cry.

---flashback to the present---

Discovered that I've been crying again.
Crying in my sleep, that is.
It's been happening for the past few nights.
Everytime I wake up.
Tears are flowing down my face.
My pillows are soggy from my tears.
I don't know why I'm crying.
I can't remember my dreams.
I wish I knew.
I'm crying again.