taking a break from homework.
(yes, homework on a sunday night)

came across this age quiz.
took it and geez, i feel young now... *grins*

sweet... i'm onli 15 @ heart~!!!
Ooo... 15, my fav age... *sigh*

anyways, click on the link below.
take the test...tell me what u got, ok?

What Age Do You Act?

oh and btw, while i'm here... lemme crap about my classes.

monday

advocacy. onli to discover i'm back with john o'sullivan. and that i suck in examination-in-chiefs. (asked too many leading questions) *swt*

drafting. my defence was okay but my part 20 claim was excellent?! whoaa... i think i'm better off as a legal clerk and not a barrister. *winks*

tuesday

family law. john o'sullivan for the second time in 2 days! despite my complaints, apparently he's the best in family law. struggling hard to stay awake while he talks S L O W L Y about non-molestation orders and occupational orders. *yawns*

civil procedure. surprised myself and ross fletcher by answering most of his questions correctly considering the fact that i did not really prepare for the class. *grins* (sshh... don't tell anyone!!!)

wednesday

nothing much to say about chris rose... though i was waiting for him to blush! *winks*

had nandos with karen and komi. stuffed by the time we went back to uni for guest lecture. *yummy*

which, btw... was about employment tribunals. BORING! her voice was so droning... had to use all my willpower to stay awake whilst passing notes to komi. actually fell asleep a lotta times!!! *zzzzz*

thursday

professional negligence with andrew hutchinson. and he was half an hour late! and omg... he's growing a beard! and omg... he's 33!!! and omg... not bad a class. really interesting. only problem is, i was lost. looks like i got to do more reading on clinical negligence. *swt*

rights, that's all for the week. i gotta do my reading and preparation for next week. god bless me! ;p

negligence.
i'm guilty of it.
neglected myself.
neglected my studies.
and most of all, neglected u.

so, this is my punishment.
homework and more ASSessments.
running on and on up until may itself.
i chose this line and life.
who am i to complain?

***

i'm tired.
physically, mentally and emotionally drained.
exhausted.
spirit gone.
dead.

i'm not as strong as u think i am.
sorry.
i've disappointed u.

I want to cry.
But I can't.
I don't know why.
But I know I want to cry.

---flashback to the present---

Discovered that I've been crying again.
Crying in my sleep, that is.
It's been happening for the past few nights.
Everytime I wake up.
Tears are flowing down my face.
My pillows are soggy from my tears.
I don't know why I'm crying.
I can't remember my dreams.
I wish I knew.
I'm crying again.

for you....

if i can make you feel all cozy and bright,
yes i will hold you all through the night,
if you feel alone and only i can cheer you up,
yes i will give you a big hug and carry/cheer you up,
if you need me so badly that you cry,
yes i will go over wipte your tears and comfort you,
honestly i will give or do anything to be there with you,
trust me for i cant and will never lie to you.

preparing for advocacy and drafting on monday. p/s : i like doing defence. but part 20 claims!?! reading on family law and preparing civil procedure for tuesday. p/s : all my family notes are in my now deceased external harddisk!!! :( and more studying for professional negligence on thursday. p/s : i know nuts about clinical negligence!!! and then the cycle repeats itself again for the next week. i'm a cat! i should be living a lazy and relaxed life. just like garfield. the big fat orange blob of fur. who hates mondays. geez, i love garfield. :)

whee hee~~~ it finally snowed!!! gateshead had a lil' snowfall in the wee hours of the 18th of january 2005. well, it wasn't much, but at least it felt and looked like winter for the first time this winter~!!! *grins*

woke up while it was snowing from the cold... i forgot to close my window~ *hahaha* what's my window doing open in the middle of the night in winter?! well, it's cos we don't have to pay for heating, it's included in my rent and therefore, my room was hot~!!! *heeehee* anyways, back to what i wanted to say... while i was closing my window, blurry-eyed me spotted a difference in my usual scenery... i saw white!!! and i was wondering, "whaa... had someone toilet-papered the front of my house?" and then i fell asleep. *hAHahHaa*

anyways, when i finally woke up at 9am today... this was the view that greeted me and made my day... ;)

--- my wonderful view ---

isn't it gorgeous?! i woke up to a whole new world of white... now does anyone agree with me why i love winter so much?! everything looks so clean and fresh... *grins* i admit, by the time i got up, most of the snow had melted away, especially the ones in front of the house leading up to the road... but still??? there was still snow~!!! ;)

hope it snows some more... and i'll post more snowwyy pics~!!! *giggles* nothing can bring me down now... not even opinion writing sps 5 for which i have to do 11 hours of preparation in order to answer it. *swt*

oh, snow... gorgeous , glorious snow...

- indecisions -

can't make up my mind which bag to get...
need a bag for light travelling.
ie, when i go down to london for a day or two. ;)
oh, and probbly for classes?
i like the purple... cos it's PURPLE~!!!

but in terms of practical, reebok.

but price-wise, purple...

but i like the pockets for reebok.

but the handles are adjustable for purple.

... good grief ...
... pening ...
help me pick one..... :)

Head Chi Bowling Holdall

measurements : 46 x 25 x 21 cm
descriptions :

double zip opening to main compartment. front zip pocket. internal zip pocket. adjustable carry handles with padded grip. polyester. PURPLE~!!!

price : £9.99

Reebok Womens Pocket Grip

measurements : 44 x 28 x 21 cm

descriptions :

2 zippered front pockets. rather long carry handle. zipped main entry. 95% nylon, 5% polyester. blue-red, and a lil' black and white.

price : £15.99

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oh, and while i'm blogging...

my msn is conky...

don't know why.

sometimes i get msgs while my frens don't get my replies.

or vice versa.

sigh...

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had fun in advocacy today.

sarah duncan sure made cross-examinations fun.

i am hopeless. too un-confident. (if there's such a word)

but once i get started, i'm great.

(that's what sarah said)

she praised me~ ;)

unlike ol' john o'sullivan.

always making me feel inferior. lousy.

but he is good. strict is good.

arrgh~ indecision again. :p

nosebleed

"just write something la..!! anything..!! its your blog too you know.."

"nosebleed"

"there..!! write that..!!"

there you go woman. my very first post in my own blog *lol*. well im gng out for lunch. heh go nosebleed kao kao la ;D..!!!

~ AaRRrrGggHHhH ~

hot hot hot

what is wrong with the weather?

it's supposed to be the middle of winter

it's supposed to be freeeeezing cold

i'm supposed to be reigning supreme...

(i'm winter, remember?)

instead, i'm so hott

and i'm in bikini top and hot pants

sitting here blogging

with my windows wide open

and my fan on full blast

(it's midnight~!!! and it's HOT~!!!)

EEeAARrgGHh~~~!!!

my room walls and floor are hot

even the kitchen is cooler

i'm going to sleep in the kitchen tonight

best stay away. i'm in a bad mood.

(fat-lan-zar-ing... AAaaRGhHh~!!!)

-=- happy birthday -=-

a new fren of mine is celebrating his birthday today.
so this post is for him... (hehehe... since i didn't get him anything)


happY birthday to yoU evil JIAN~~

happY birthday to yoU evil JIAN~~

there. that's it. time to get back to my opinion writing. HAHAHAHAHA~!!!

p/s : see i'm so kind enough to give u free advertising too... :P

Nobody knows who I really am

I never felt this empty before

If I ever need someone

Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

light a candle

a moment of silence.

dedicated to my fren's granma who has passed on yesterday.

and to all the christmas earthquake and tsunami victims.

and to all the carlisle flooding victims.



and to my poor car.
yes, my car.
sis crashed my car today.
smartly decided to give a mercedes a kiss.
left the mercedes red paint. (heh... just like lipstick)

and the malay guy said...
"i'm a simple and easy man."
"just follow me to the Glenmarie workshop"
"and we shall settle there"

even said to my sis...
"need to change the whole thing"
whatever 'the whole thing' meant.
penipu besar.

thank god sis didn't just blindly follow.
thank god she called dad.
and dad settled for rm200 at the workshop.

200 bucks for a dent and scratch!
crap.

my poor car.
scratches edi.
*sobs*

winter is back

i am back.

back only to discover i have yet to complete my work.
i have a new timetable and it's crap.
i have no mood to do my work.
my external hard disk full of movies is not working.
and it snowed yesterday before i came back.

GGGGRRRRRR~!!!

mebbe i am only physically back.
i think my mind, heart and soul has been left somewhere.
i think they're lost.
either that or they've ran away.
too much stress.
too many things been happening.

= oreos =

aaarrrghhh~!!!

craving oreos... *sigh*
no oreos here... can't find... *sob*

hellllppp~!!!
i would do almost anything for oreos... *sob*

questions

what am i?
who am i?
what have i become?
where am i going?
where have i gone?
why am i here?
what am i doing?
why am i doing this?
what am i trying to be?
who am i trying to be?
what is wrong with me?
who is this girl in my mirror?
where is my reflection?
why do i not recognise myself?

---2 0 0 5---

a brand new year.

a brand new start.

a brand new everything.

happy 2005 everyone!!!

may all ur wishes come true this year.

may u achieve all that u dream of.

god bless.

i'll be home in 9 months time!!! wheeheee!!!

Happy New Year 2005

wishing all my friends out there a happy new year. it has been an interesting year with alot of up and downs. hoping this new year would be a better one for you all... my friends. as always would like to hear some of you peoples new years resolution! so that we can all try, work to keep these resolutions.

to all of my friends, family, loved ones, happy new year! the past is the past, leave the past behind, and learn from the past so that we can say "xiang tang nien" and have a brighter 2005!

CHEERS!~
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And days of auld lang syne? And days of auld lang syne, my dear,
And days of auld lang syne.
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And days of auld lang syne?

We twa hae run aboot the braes
And pu'd the gowans fine.
We've wandered mony a weary foot,
Sin' auld lang syne.
Sin' auld lang syne, my dear,
Sin' auld lang syne,
We've wandered mony a weary foot,
Sin' auld ang syne.

We twa hae sported i' the burn,
From morning sun till dine,
But seas between us braid hae roared
Sin' auld lang syne.

Sin' auld lang syne, my dear,
Sin' auld lang syne.
But seas between us braid hae roared
Sin' auld lang syne.

And ther's a hand, my trusty friend,
And gie's a hand o' thine;
We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne.
For auld lang syne, my dear,
For auld lang syne,
We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet,
For auld lang syne.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!